Just so that everyone knows...
Tyler died a few hours before he was born. He was "stillborn." He never got to breathe air or let out a cry. Therefore, the law considers that he was not a person.
God said that even when we were in our mother's womb he knew us. I know that my baby is in Heaven. He will never have to experience the troubles of this world. I wish that made me feel better.
Why? I hate that question. It plagues my mind. I can't make sense of all this.
Sometimes, it seems as if his little life had no purpose. I can't really deal with that. I know there has to be some reason for all of this, but I can't figure that out. God is a loving God. He wouldn't just take my baby from me for the fun of it.
But then, he didn't take my baby from me.... he allowed Satan to... I wish that made me feel better.
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Michelle
ReplyDeleteI know there is not anything I can say to make losing Tyler feel any better, but you should know that Tyler's death has affected me a lot. I now have all of these questions for god that I want answered I started reading the whole bible which I have never done before looking for answers although it is hard to find time to finish it. I look to god to understand the pain I feel deep in my chest when I think of Tyler and not just my pain but yours and everyone else in the family. I look to god on everything now hoping that will make him find a way to tell me why something like this can happen.I keep hoping that when ask him why Tyler he will answer back with something I can make sence of because so far it all just hurts it make no sence at all. I feel like the dr. or who ever made the call to give you the shot should have to be held accountable for it. I feel it isnt fair to Tyler that there just going to have to live with what they did that night. I hope things get better for you and the pain gets to where it wont hurt so bad because when I talk to god about it I feel like he wants me to know that he is in control and it will get better and not to worrier so much about you because he is holding you in his arms and he wont let you hurt like this forever.
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Jamie